Definition Of Me

When you look at me what is it you see? some black guy with fake earrings and buck teeth?
if you can just peer into my eyes and see how much heartache and pain i've been through you'd understand why i'm me and you're you
i was brought up with the strength to carry this weight on my back
im all about my future, a negative vision is what i lack
i guess thats a good thing
and even when i smile these girls say im soo mean
well if thats how it seems, then ill clean up my act until its squeaky clean, and get right back to being me G-Ham, Hammy, Geraldoe or simply G
I go through life with my head held high to cover up how my heart feels
I had it stepped on by 1 too many pairs of high heels
I still await for my wounds to heal
God gave me this gift to write these lines with words that rhyme, why the fuck do i need a record deal
but still
the things i wont do are less then the things
i will Just to get by in this lifetime
i can run past the defense, across the first down until i hear you scream Touchdown
See i'm here to leave an impression on society
even if i see another Gerald stand right beside me
i guess i can get aside myself
but the 2 things i love is success and my health
fuck living in wealth
because wealth turns to greed and that nice ass car make grown men forget about their seed
indeed
God spoke to me and said "you're doing just fine being yourself"
i said an extra prayer for those that need his help
i see my angels sitting on a cloud watching my every move, making sure i can be the best i can be
..............that is the true Definition of Me